Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Update to previous thoughts

Goodmorning world! Well, I was thinking about wht I wrote yesterday, although, I did not read it after I wrote it so I am not entirely sure what is there! I do that frequently; I enjoy off the cuff writing. But one thought came to mind and I wanted to be sure I clarified soemthing. I may have come off sounding like I feel "better than" other people -"more aware" oooh... well, that is not my position at all. Quite the contrary if anything.
I am of the thought (not belief, more on that another time) that when you boil us down, we taste like chicken.. no wait, that's a different story... when you strip us down we get cold... Hmmm, no, that's not it either... ok, sorry... not really sorry... it is still early...
Basically I think of us all as equals - we have differnet experiences and feelings that we draw from to live as we fit. One that is "more aware" is no better than one that is "less aware", we are just at differnet stages of development. I do not put myself on any type of pedastal, I do not think myself superior to anyone else. I know that my knowledge is very limited and I know that there is so much for me to learn and experience and I truly an easger to learn and grow as much as possible. I just wanted to qualify my statements so that I do not come across as
"holier than thou" as I know I can sound like that sometimes and sometimes I get on a soapbox and spew my nonsense without thinking. I am also sure that at many points along the way, I will contradict myself, I will stumble, I will fall and I most assuredly will get back up and continue on.

And you know what? I am looking forward to it! Adversity brings growth. For some bizarre reason, we humans thrive on adversity. We seem to be incapable to learning anything unless we suffer first. And sometimes we choose to suffer over and over again before we learn!
Well, it is back to work for me. I am still pondering and contemplating, wondering and being amazed. Like, I wonder if anyone will actually read all this crap :D PL&P
Franz.

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